We
have received a very charming email from a woman we will call Janice
Gaines. She is considering becoming Orthodox and has some questions.
Here is the anonymized email, slightly edited for style:
Dear
Orthodox Monk:
Providence
has been indeed Divine these past few months.
Long,
super long, very long story short: Orthodox Christianity has this
born and raised Roman Catholic, though lapsed for decades, seriously
interested and in consideration of conversion.
My
journey has been fortuitous as it has led me to on-line places and
videos rich with information, tradition, music, and serenity.
Finding
your blog, quite by accident, earlier this evening had me reading
page after page after page and finding a treasure trove of answers,
further reading materials, meticulous writing (style), and a sense of
humour I very much appreciate.
I
am considering you, and of course, your blog, my blessing for the
day.
Dear
Orthodox Monk, I do have a question regarding the Jesus Prayer: In
my on-line travels, logging thousands of pages already, I recall an
older, mentor monk speaking about the Jesus Prayer being ‘dangerous’
for a novice (monk).
How
can a prayer, especially one so tender, offered by a sinner to the
Lord Jesus Christ, and begging His mercy, be considered dangerous?
If
the Prayer is ‘dangerous’ on the lips of a novice, am I ‘safe’
in its recitation?
My
Russian pronunciation is improving by leaps and bounds and I have
found the greatest comfort in chanting the Jesus Prayer along with
the Valaam Monastery Choir's twenty-one minute video
(YouTube)—switching the last syllable to the feminine of course.
Too,
in the pages of your blog, a young man remarked that in Greek
Orthodoxy, the Jesus Prayer, at least to him, was considered a great
‘secret’ he feared would become trademarked if the true power of
the Prayer were known.
I
am confounded, dear Orthodox Monk, and I hope you will illuminate.
With
sincere appreciation for your learned responses and the time and
effort you expend on your blog, I thank you for considering my
question for a reply.
God
bless you.
Janice
Let us take the questions about the Jesus
Prayer first. There are a number of stages in the practice of the
Jesus Prayer, from simple group recitation perhaps with a YouTube
video 20 minutes once or twice a day, to 24-hour a day, 7-day a week
recitation in solitude a cave. At the latter stage the recitation is
automatic even in sleep; the Prayer is repeated with the mind in the
heart; the practitioner may be practising breath control. It should
be clear to Janice that this advanced form of the Jesus Prayer is
dangerous for the novice monk—and perhaps even for the advanced
monk. So there is a spectrum of practice of the Jesus Prayer and
cautions have to be understood in the context of where on the
spectrum of practice the cautioner is positioning the practitioner.
Moreover, no one can say where precisely on the spectrum the Jesus
Prayer ceases to be safe and becomes dangerous. Many factors
concerning the person praying enter into question—their personal
history, their ecclesiastical situation, their medical health,
whether they have a guide, whether they are leading a moral life,
whether they go regularly to confession and communion, their family
and work and economic situation and so on. For a healthy individual,
there is much less danger repeating the Jesus Prayer 20 minutes a day
than repeating it all the time in solitude. Similarly, risk in
practising the Jesus Prayer is reduced for a member of the Orthodox
Church without mental health problems who is leading a moral life.
Similarly for someone who is getting along with their family, has a
job they like, is economically self-sufficient and is generally not
under stress.
We might make some remarks on factors
that enter into the question of dangers of the repetition of the
Jesus Prayer. However, we can only issue general guidelines; Janice
needs a personal guide if she wants personal guidance.
There are several reasons why the Jesus
Prayer might become dangerous. First of all, it is the repetition of
a short sentence. The repetition itself necessarily stresses the
brain. If there are genetically-based mental illnesses involved that
stress might precipitate a crisis. This should be clear. But risk
is increased if the person is under stress. This should also be
clear.
Moreover, the formula of the Jesus Prayer
is a formula which in Roman Catholic parlance is an act of repentance
or contrition. In the healthy individual, no problem. But in a
person with emotional problems, such an emphasis on repentance and
contrition might provoke an emotional crisis—or, more likely,
exacerbate an existing emotional crisis or condition.
Next, the Jesus Prayer is a prayer that
arises out of Orthodox Egypt in the 4th Century. It is
very heavily contextualized by that fact in its historical
development. Decontextualizing the Jesus Prayer—say by treating it
one form among many of yoga—is fraught with spiritual and emotional
and intellectual danger. It behoves Janice to make an effort to
understand the Jesus Prayer from an Orthodox point of view, so that
she prays it in an Orthodox way. This is indeed a general caution
for all those practitioners, such as Eastern-Rite Catholics,
Western-Rite Catholics, Protestants and others, who practise the
Jesus Prayer ‘without the Orthodox mumbo-jumbo.’
And here we might remark on the
trademarking of the Jesus Prayer that Janice alludes to. We don’t
recall the passage in the blog she is referring to but the problem is
that in America everyone wants the ‘quick fix,’ the easily used
and marketed product. That seems to be what the person was referring
to. However, the problem is that because of the contextualization of
the Jesus Prayer in Orthodox tradition such a packaging is
necessarily going to bastardize the practice of the Prayer. On the
one hand, the purchaser gets watered-down adulterated goods; on the
other hand the adulterated goods might be (spiritually) dangerous or
even poisonous.
In this regard we might make a remark in
passing that one ordinarily prays the Jesus Prayer in their native
tongue. While we laud Janice on her studies of Russian and on her
repeating the Jesus Prayer in Russian (necessary if she is going to
be repeating it along with a video from Valaam Monastery), she should
understand that in Elder Sophrony (Sakharov’s) monastery in Essex
(Monastery of St John the Baptist, Tolleshunt Knights), the Prayer is
repeated in a group setting in English even though Elder Sophrony was
Russian, Athonite and a disciple of St Silouan the Athonite, also
Russian.
Next, ultimately the practitioner of the
Jesus Prayer is entering into conflict with the powers of darkness in
a battle over their own soul. This is not the sort of language that
is popular but it is the Orthodox tradition. Elder Sophrony’s book
St Silouan the Athonite is good on this. The problem here is
that the foolhardy practitioner might out of pride or conceit enter
into battle without the support of the Great General, the Holy
Spirit. Another metaphor might be that until you know how to swim,
don’t jump in the deep end. So this is a caution saying that if
you head for the more advanced end of the spectrum of practice before
you are ready, you are in great danger: the downside risk is losing
the battle and being possessed by a demon.
Next, because the advanced practitioner
is entering into spiritual battle, their free will necessarily comes
into play. An advanced practitioner of the Jesus Prayer is
continually making choices as they deal with their ongoing thought
processes in a conscious psychological state where they are faced
with accepting or rejecting thoughts that come to them. They might
make a mistake. Hence, before they enter into such an intense
interior battle, they have to have their judgement trained.
Finally, advanced practitioners of the
Jesus Prayer have visions. They might be real. So far so good. But
they might be temptations. If the practitioner accepts the
temptation, disaster. Again, St Silouan the Athonite is good
on this. After an authentic vision of the risen Christ, St Silouan
was over the years twice deceived by false visions while praying the
Jesus Prayer in an advanced way.
Now let us turn to the broader issue of
Janice’s possible conversion to Orthodoxy. First of all, a rule of
thumb is that if she decides to remain Roman Catholic then she should
practice a Roman Catholic form of spirituality. It simply doesn’t
work to transplant an Orthodox tradition into Catholicism.
We would certainly encourage Janice to
become Orthodox, but we would like to make the following remark.
Orthodoxy, unless the person is drawn by the Holy Spirit, is a closed
book. Even pious members of non-Orthodox Christian denominations
can’t get past the surface of Orthodoxy, the ritual. They don’t
see anything there beyond the ritual. Only from the inside of
Orthodoxy is the mystagogy that is embedded in the ritual alive. And
ultimately that is what Janice wants.
However, to make a genuine conversion to
Orthodoxy, Janice must find Orthodoxy. This is not as easy as it
might seem, there being in the United States a plethora of
jurisdictions with all kinds of different issues—from rampant
secularism to conservative ritualism and formalism. Janice has to
pray for God to guide her steps.